"I just randomly started talking to this guy,"
"He had this little spoon on a necklace, scooped out a hit of white powder, and handed it to me."
""I was actively hooked on it," he says. "I didn't wanna do much of anything other than find that dissociating feeling. I just kept chasing it.""
A first ketamine experience produced euphoria, slowed time, and temporary relief from social anxiety and depression. The user avoided the drug for five years before returning to dissociate from childhood trauma at a later event. Over three years the user escalated to daily use, consuming ketamine in nightlife settings, social gatherings, and alone at home. Remote work conditions enabled continued use without oversight. The user describes craving the dissociative state, feeling hooked, and repeatedly chasing the sensation despite negative consequences.
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